All is still in air ;)

Well its gonna be one of the most unique blog for me ..
will disclose the reasons in couple of days though.
less just say am writing this one from the most unusual place :)
Well next couple of days gonna be kind of busy ....
Family at home has arranged Dholki on Sunday
Hope that gonna be fun
finally got some vibes
though waiting much for shivers ...
Looks like a classic play is getting into grove
I can feel the temptation .....

Excitement !!!!

Life is all about excitement
excitement of
...................... being amongst the top most in the class
...................... being known well amongst your peers
...................... being joining one of the top colleges
...................... being part of one of the best university system
...................... starting up your career
...................... being getting married
...................... having kids
...................... spending a wishful and peaceful life
everybody does get eventually
what he/she has sincerely strived for
BUT
excitement is all about getting those things at right moment .....
at right time !!!!
Lets hope we be one of those
who be able to get that chemistry right !

... they are getting judged too !

So today read that short article ...
really nice to see how ppl try to predict other's behaviour
that guy used to watch ppl's socks !!!!!
to guess about things like human behaviours
their professional expertise..
funny but practical ...
We all have our own ways of gauging ppl
for some ppl its just the first interaction ..
defines everything they need to know abt the other guy
for some its the handshake
some make up their mind on facial looks
while rest take their time to soak in
whatever way it is the only thing they are missing is ..
the very moment they are judging other
.....they are being judged too !!!

Hoping it to be former not later ...

Restless ..
Worried..
Apprehensive ..
Scared to some extent ...
its fearsome why am not getting any one of em so far
am I too planned for all this ???
or am unaware what am getting myself into ..???

Hope it to be former be than later

.....on dressing stuff I think risked too much
by having all stitching done on my arrival
but I know exactly what I want
thus want things done in a certain way
.Hope all jell up nicely by the end of the day..Inshalah

but you never know

Life in fast line ....
all needs to be done so much ahead of time
we plan ahead ... schedule things
just trying to make sure all happen the way we plan ...
but there is always that predicament
that small factor of uncertainty..
you know its there but we always try to ignore it
trying to work around it or perhaps
just close our eyes to it
maybe intentionally...
and when all happens safe we are all happy

but you never know
It perhaps that light garnishing of fear that makes all taste so good in the end !!

either way ....we have to !

So it is like everything happen the way we plan
or
we plan around as things happen ???
either way ..they happen

can we plan to have changes as things happen
or
changes get made as things happen ???
either way ..they happen

do we have to adapt to those changes
or
we just get used to them ???
either way ...we have to !

Tired ...tired .!!!

had a long long day ...
won't be able to update wedding page till Friday
Don't have front page on laptop
Hope to cover up when bak

Da Vanci code ..:)

Looks like its better to explain my saturday blog ...here we go :)

So here she was ...we just met in mall
I have bought the ring from the mall
was trying my best to get hold of her for past one week
I bought it last week but was not able to bring it with me as it needs to set to size 6
in our first meeting we had that moment
the first time I saw it I really liked it right away and wanted to buy it ...
though I have been looking for someone like her for long
as you know I was searching for right ring for quite some time
but It was perhaps the end of the day when I suddenly spotted her
I was not supposed to get it back that day I was coming bak from shopping and planned to be there a day before to chek if it was ready
couldn't believe my luck..it was the same place we met for the very first time
it was sized and was placed in the same place in the dislay where it was
The shine on her face was sparkling enough to make me feel the warmth
due to lights all around it was really shinning
I just grabbed her and used my fingers to feel all over her
ofcourse I picked and touched all around to make sure nothing has changed by changing the size
damn.... she was as neat as you can think off
it was job well done and I couldn't see any visible change after sizing
I could feel I'm the first one .......
I was the one who was buying the ring after it was sized
I took the courage to offer her to join me in my apartment
I asked the guy there if I can take it back today rather than tomorrow
Unlike last week this time she couldn't say NO!!!!
ofcourse since it was sized up he said yes..:)
She slipped into blue velvet dress
he put that in a blue ring box
Wasn't she just looking stunning ....
ofcourse the ring looked stunning in the box ...:)
Right now, lying behind me on my cozy bed
when i was writing that ring bag was sitting on my bed
I can't believe my luck ...
My hands were trembling while I unveiled her from that blue top
Ofcourse I brought home and opened that blue box to see how does it look like in natural environment
couldn't keep my eyes on her for long enough
due to sparkle ofcourse ... :).
Its my first time too !!
do i have to explain this one too........:)
Yup you all got it right..
I have finally got the wedding ring for my fiancee after size change...
lying right behind on my bed .. :)

Texas here I come !

Ok ge had a two hour delayed flight to Texas Richardson..
will be here for a week ...nice place so far
though won't be able to update the wedding page during that time :(
Planning to spend the evening to discover the neighbourhood
Cisco building is right across the hotel
so gonna be easy ...
lemme take a ride out !!!

Its my first time too !!

So here she was ...
we just met in mall
was trying my best to get hold of her for past one week
in our first meeting we had that moment
though I have been looking for someone like her for long
but It was perhaps the end of the day when I suddenly spotted her
couldn't believe my luck..
it was the same place we met for the very first time
The shine on her face was sparkling enough to make me feel the warmth
I just grabbed her and used my fingers to feel all over her
damn.... she was as neat as you can think off
I could feel I'm the first one .......
I took the courage to offer her to join me in my apartment
Unlike last week this time she couldn't say NO!!!!
She slipped into blue velvet dress
Wasn't she just looking stunning ....
Right now, lying behind me on my cozy bed
I can't believe my luck ...
My hands were trembling while I unveiled her from that blue top
couldn't keep my eyes on her for long enough
Its my first time too !!

Yup you all got it right..
I have finally got the wedding ring for my fiancee after size change...
lying right behind on my bed .. :)

Maybe we can ...its just we don't know

Saw this nice three hour talk today
between Hinduism and Islam
from Vedas to Quran ..
there are so many ways things can be presented
but mind needs justification for each one of them
had all be jutifyable there would never been an argument
perhaps this culture and religious mix is there
to make us think, research and make a better judgement
do we all in the present hustle bustle of life really care for that ???
or may I say should we ????
It loops down to just one single thing
are we capable enough to make that right balance ???
Maybe we can ..its just we don't know..

Is it a mystery ????

Past is history and future is mystery..
How much do we care abt history
for that matter how much we know about our history
let say how much I know abt my history other than my parents
Do we really know or care abt our family trees
Does it worth ..?????
they say one can predict future from history traits ..
If we know the history future is no longer a mystery..!!

Maybe time will tell !!!

Its nice to be in fast lane
things happen at such a pace that
you don't feel the real impact ....
things hit in recoil
are we structured well enough for this
is our response system steel enough
maybe time will tell ..!!!

All empty !!!

Well top , middle, bottom of the mind all empty right now
Long long day at work....
Its abt 9 already and no plans to go for work in next couple of hours
rest of the week looks busy too

Its just in your genes !

why we try to make easy things difficult
is it that we want to convince our self that we are capable of doing tough things
or do we want to avoid things at all by labeling them tough
Life is harsh and one does gets reality checks every now and then
presenting its more unexpected flavour every time
R we good enough to take it by horns...
do we have the capability to make our taste buds adaptable..
Maybe its not based on how you deal with circumstances..
Its just in your genes..!

Got her a friend... girl's best friend !!!

Ok kind of exciting day today ...
as a matter of fact very exciting
Got her a friend .. girl's best friend !!
if that's what diamonds are called
Well I dunno abt my other PhD but believe me I'm PhD in diamond selection
Ranging from IGI to EGI certification ..which to take
Considering colourlessness D to Z..
Considering clarity from flawless to VH2
Type of cut and dimensions ...4.2+
Well one heck of education it was but am glad with final result
Zales it was ... Colourless D with IGI certification
Btw also signed lease for new apartment ....
in RTP ....5 min door to door distance in 5'o'clock traffic
no bad ...makes lunch in home easy...
So now just the last hurdle ..my valima dress ..
Let see how do I mark up in that one ???

Wish ..the most deceptive word !

I wish I have a nice career
- I want things to be done for me in a way that I end up achieving everything
I wish I have obedient kids
- I want to be a pure asian parent defining every upcoming career move of my kids
I wish I be rich
- I want to earn a lot of money by any mean in short time with min possible effort
I wish I get paradise
-I want all my worldly desires, good or bad, to be fulfilled but being a muslim I should get paradise

Wish ...the most deceptive word !

zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ !!!!

not one of the best days
or should I say not a good day at office
feeling tired for nothing
for days like these bed is heaven....
just dive in and and ... zzzzZZZZZZ!!

its still ahead ....

So they say there are three type of people in the world
People who crave for everything
People who struggle for everything
and then there are those
who have everything ..........
does the real fun lies in what you achieve or
is it how you achieve it
does the same final destination achieved thru two different paths feels the same???
maybe its all mirage....
the moment we achieve it , we realise its not there
its still ahead !!

Its beautiful

Recieved a lot of greeting from everyone today
People I knew well , people I didn't knew well
How events makes u feel close to all around you
May be getting closer has nothing to do with physical constrains
An emotion which makes you feel realted to someone??
Natural vacuum in life which needs to be filled ??
or an effort to add your flavour to nature's picture
Whatever it is ...
Its nice, filing and colourful
Its beautiful .....

Its gonna be one fun ride..

Too little time and too many imporatnat things to do..
Right now thinking about Wedding ring....
Have seen couple of them already...have made my judgement
I know exactly what I need ..waiting for thanksgiving to make the purchase finally..
Yup my Valima suit is the other challenge ..
Always come in pair..don't they
above all new apartment ...
Its gonna be one fun ride !!

why its still not hitting me

Does time fly or our thoughts .... ??
Its just gonna be one more month
script is written ...cast is selected..
its gonna be just one final take
no edit no retakes .....
Shouldn't I be apprehensive...afraid ??
Here is my q
why its still not hitting me !!!!